everyone around me is so fuckin horny and i’m here just like a soggy piece of bread 

vicvondoombwhahaha:

You can’t convince me this raccoon isn’t elegantly playing the deepest sonata you’ll ever hear on a avant garde harp

i went off my medication for only five days and i went from yes everything is ok-ish to crying and panicking & i feel as though every emotion entering my mind won’t leave and nothing will shut up then to a complete disgust in humanity then fear of the world ending and waking up every morning sweating from dreams of the apocalypse happening in every way possible and not being able to do a thing and constantly trying to spend the last hours i have with my mum but never being able to find her

i’ve lost my best friend due to depression and anxiety + other circumstances, it’s like all my progress over the last two years diminished over a week. i abuse my body and mind because i hate how things have turned out, yet i feel i’m not allowed to be feeling this because of how lucky i am to be living the life i lead, with a loving family & friends. all i want is not be afraid to live anymore and to love myself but i feel like an empty vessel. 

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